NEVER REGRESS ALWAYS GROW

NEVER REGRESS ALWAYS GROW

A FRIEND ONCE TOLD ME TO NEVER REGRESS ALWAYS GROW. AT FIRST THESE WORDS HAD LITTLE MEANING TO ME I DIDN’T GET WHAT HE MEANT BY THEM. BUT THEN I LEARNED THE TRUE MEANING BEHIND THESE WORDS. I NEVER BEEN ONE TO SHOW EMOTION I JUST PUT ON A SMILE AND KEPT IT GOING AS THOUGH EVERYTHING WAS FINE. THE OLD ME USED TO NOT CARE OR GIVE A FUCK BOUT MOST PEOPLE BCUZ I DIDN’T REALLY THINK CERTAIN INDIVIDUALS WERE OF ANY VALUE TO ME SHYT SOMETIMES I STILL THINK THAT. SHYT BEFORE I USED TO LET WHAT PEOPLE SAY GET TO ME AND WAS EVEN A PUSHOVER AT ONCE, BUT THAN PEOPLE STARTED TO TAKE MY KINDNESS FOR WEAKNESS SO THEN ALL THAT HAD TO CHANGE. ONCE THE CHANGE HAPPENED THERE WAS N TURNING BACK…NEVER REGRESS ALWAYS GROW

I BECAME A PERSON WHO LET CERTAIN INDIVIDUALS IN AND LET THEM MAKE A GREAT IMPACT IN MY LIFE THAT GOES OUT TO ALL THE PEOPLE I CALL MY FRIENDS FROM MY TWO BEST FRIENDS TO MY BC FRIENDS WHO BECAME A PART OF ME TO MY C3 SISTERS TO MY LADIES TO EVEN MY CERTAIN PMC SISTERS AND OF COURSE MY FAM & BIG BRO AND TCS FAMILY OF COURSE MY TATI BABY AND MANY MORE..SHYT THAT MAINLY GOES OT 2 MY LA FAMILIA ALL OF THEM WIT OUT THEM I DON’T KNOW WHERE I WOULD BE…I'M HAPPY I MADE THAT CHANGE NEVER REGRESS ALWAYS GROW

I LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE FULLEST YOU AL HAVE EDUCATED INSPIRED AND MOTIVATED ME AND TAUGHT ME THAT SOMETIMES CHANGE CAN BE GUD JUST LEARN FROM CHANGE A KEEP PUSHING FORWARD TOWARDS IT AND NEVER TURN BACK HENCE WHY I LOVE THIS QUOTE GIVIN TO ME BY A GUD FRIEND OF MINE NEVER REGRESS ALWAYS GROW…THANKS ARTERY FOR THOSE WORDS …THANK U EVERYONE FOR MAKING THEM MEANINGFUL

POETIC MUSICIAN

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SOMETIMES PEOPLE PUT UP WALLS,

NOT TO KEEP PEOPLE AWAY BUT TO SEE WHO CARES ENOUGH TO BREAK THEM

DOWN...

DAMN AM I TRYING BUT DEZ WALLS SEEM

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SOMETIMES I SEE THESE WALLS AND THEY STAND 10FT TALL
THEY STAND SO TALL THAT I DON’T KNOW IF WORTHY ENUFF TO BREAK DEM
I FEEL LIKE IF I STICK ROUND LONG ENOUGH THAT MAYBE DEY WILL GET LOWER
DAMN AM I TRYIN BUT DAMN DEZ WALLS SEEM
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SOMETIMES I THINK DAT MY WALLS ARE JUST AS TALL AS YOURS JUST GAURDED
GAURDED FROM THE EMOTION THE PAIN THE HURT AND MAYBE DA BEST HEART
HEART DAT BEATS SO STRONG THAT YOU KNO A TRU PAIN FLOWS THRU IT JUST AS BLOOD FLOWS THRU MY VEINS
DAMN AM I TRYIN BUT DAMN DEZ WALLS SEEM
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SOMETIMES I HAVE TO REALIZE DAT THES WALLS I SPEAK OF ARE MINE
WALLS DAT I BUILT TO KEEP ME FROM HAVIN MY PERFECT REALITY
WALLS DAT PUSH PEOPLE AWAY BCUZ DEY FEEL THEY CAN NEVER GET THRU
DAMN AM I TRYIN BUT DAMN DEZ WALLS SEEM
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SOMETIMES I JUST LISTEN FOR THAT SOUND
THAT SOUND OF THE WALS BREAKING DOWN
LISTEN CLOSELY DO U HEAR DAT
BOOM CRASH DEY GOES MY WALLS
ONLY TO REALIZE DAT ONCE MY WALLS BEEN BROKEN
FOUR MORE GO UP BCUZ MY HEARTS BEEN HURT SO MUCH DAT DEY REBUILD AUTOMATICALLY KEEPIN FRIENDS FAMILY ND PEOPLE WHO CARE OUT DER KNOCKIN
ONLY THE TRU ONES HAVE GOTTEN THRU AND NOW STAND ON THE OTHER SIDE

SOMETIMES PEOPLE PUT UP WALLS,
NOT TO KEEP PEOPLE AWAY BUT TO SEE WHO CARES ENOUGH TO BREAK THEM DOWN...
DAMN AM I TRYING BUT DEZ WALLS SEEM
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I LOVE MY LA FAMILIA C3 SISTERS ND MY PMC LADIES ASHLEE & MEKAH ND MY MUSIC BUILDING FAMILY AND THOSE I CALL FRIENDS FROM MY HEART TO MY TATI BABY & JOANNE BARBOSA DATS WHY THEY STAND ON THE OTHERSIDE HELPIN ME SUPPORT THOSE WALLS AGAINST THE BAD PEOPLE TRYIN TO BREAK THEM DOWN....HINT DERS A REASON I CHOSE DA COLOR ORANGE(INSIDA)

BEHIND THESE BROWN EYES

BEHIND THESE BROWN EYES

BEHIND THESE BROWN EYES LIES A BEAUTY
A BEAUTY THAT NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS NOR DEFINE
A BEAUTY THAT ONLY THE DEEEPEST OF SOULS CAN SEE
A BEAUTY THAT IS SELF EXPLANATORY
A BEAUTY THAT HAS NO NAME NO SHAPE SOUND JUST BEAUTY
BEHIND THESE BROWN EYES

BEHIND THESE BROWN EYES LIES A SONG
LIES A SONG THAT ONLY THE HEART CAN SING
LIES A SONG THAT IS SINFULLY SWEET
LIES A SONG THAT SINGS PEOPLE SAY I WOULDN’T MAKE IT DAT ILL NEVER REACH TO DA TOP
LIES A SONG DAT ECHOS THST ALL THE THYINGS THAT I BEEN THRU R DA REASONS Y IM STANDING HERE MOST POWERFUL BEATIN HEART DAT WILL NEVER STOP
BEHIND THESE BROWN EYES

BEHIND THESE BROWN EYES LIES A SPIRIT
A SPIRIT THAT CAN NEVER BE BROKEN
A SPIRIT THAT U MAY CALL SENSITIVE
A SPIRIT THAT SPEAKS THE TRUTH
A SPIRIT IN WHICH MOST CASES IS SIMPLY UNDEFINED
BEHIND THESE BROWN EYES

BEHIND THESE BROWN EYES LIES A SADNESS
A SADNESS THAT NO ONE CAN SEE NOR UNDERSTAND
A SADNESS THAT HAS BUILT UP ITS ON WALLS TO KEEP OUT DA BAD
A SADNESS THAT CRIES SILENT TEARS WHICH NO ONE WILL EVER SEE OR UNDERSTAND BCUZ U HAVE 2 B ME TO SHED DEZ TEARS
A SADNESS DAT I WUDT WISH ON MY WORST ENEMY
BEHIND THESE BROWN EYES

BEHIND THESE BROWN EYES

BEHIND THESE BROWN EYES

BEHIND THESE BROWN EYES SANDS A STRONG BLACK EDUCATED WOMEN THAT KNOWS LIFE IS PAINFULLY BEAUTIFUL
JUST AS A ROSE WITH THONES IN ITS STEMS THAT EVEN THO ITS HURTS U CANT HELP BUT HOLD ON TO IT
A ROSE DAT ULL NEVER LET GO BECAUSE ITS DAT DAMN BEAUTIFUL
SO HOW U LIKE WAT STANDS BEHIND THESE BROWN EYES
BECAUSE RITE BOUT NOW IM LOVIN HER & MY LIFE CUZ ITS GOLDEN
BEHIND THESE BROWN EYES
BEHIND THESE BROWN EYES