Sunday, April 5, 2009

Behind These Smiles


So i never been much for words. I am one of those people who rather hide and keep her emotion to herself then really let people whats really going on. Why is this you ask maybe because i have trust issues or maybe its just the way i was raised. Yet for some reason when it comes to expressing myself writing is the easiest way because i feel as though theres just so many words and qoutes and phrases out there to express my feelings. That is also the reason why I love music so much because music is my sanctuary because no matter what im going through i could find a song to express how i am feeling or what i am going through. I have been through so much in life which has shaped me to be the person who i am.I may have many insecurities which no ones knows nor notices but yet i still stand strong. I will let nothing nor no one break me down i may stumble sometimes but i still find the courage to get baq up and find my stabilty.


Sometimes i find myself sayin that behind these smiles a true sadness lies beneath but i wonder who can see..do i smile when im happy or do i just wait for the rollercoaster to fall or am i just the person who rather smile then let the people who surround me see the true pains that i go through



My words are my weapons which no one will ever take from so stand back and come correct or they may cut you deep ...not just for what they stand for but for what they express and really represent but to understand them you must understand me ....

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