LIFE IS PAINFULLY BEAUTIFUL

LIFE SOMETIMES GIVES ME THINGS I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE SO IT ONLY MAKES ME THINK WHY MUST MY LIFE BE SO PAINFUL...SOMETIMES I'M JUST FIGHTING TO STAY SANE IN THIS LIFE OF MINE....ON THE OTHER HAND SOME TIMES LIFE JUST TO BE SO AMAZING LIKE TO THE POINT THAT I JUST THINK ITS JUST A SWEET DREAM.. BUT ITS JUST A DREAM I DON'T WANNA WAKE UP FROM... I WAS ONCE TOLD BY SOMEONE THAT "NEVER REGRESS ALWAYS GROW" AND SOMETIMES THAT'S JUST EASIER SAID THEN DONE....

THEN THERE ARE THOSE DAYS WHEN I REALIZE HOW LUCKY I AM FOR THE PEOPLE I HAVE MEET AND WERE BLESSED TO BECOME FRIENDS WITH AND MOST IMPORTANTLY TO BE BLESSED WITH MY LA FAMILIA WHICH TIME AFTA TIME PROVE TO BE MY ROCK ND MY BAQ BONE GETTIN ME THRU THE ROUGHEST MOMENTS IN MY LYFE MY LA FAMILIA IS MY EVERYTHING WITOUT THEM WHO KNOWS WHERE I WUD BE.....

THIS IS WHY I SAY LIFE IS DEFINITELY PAINFULLY BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE NO MATTER HOW BAD LIFE GETS IT ALWAYS GETS BETTER AND I LEARNED THAT AND CONTINUE TO LEARN THAT DAILY...SO TO ALL MY FRIENDS INCLUDING DA FRIENDS I HAD FOR YEARS AND TO THE ONES I MEET IN COLLEGE FROM MY C3 SISTERS THAT I HOPE WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF MY LIFE... I LOVE MY NEW LADIES OF PMC BECAUSE WE HAVE SHARED SOME GUD EXPERIENCES FROM THE LATE NIGHT HEART TO HEART WALKS AROUND CAMPUS TO JUST THE LATE NITE TALKS ND DINNERS 2 CALIFORNIA SUNS PIZZA.....AND EVEN TO THE FRIENDS IVE MADE THIS PAST SUMMER MY HEART BECAME A REALLY GREAT FRIEND TO ME EVEN MY LONG TIMES FRIENDS LIL SISTER TATI BABY BECAME A PART OF ME AND I HEART THEM BOTH I MEET SOME OF THE MOST AMAZING YOUTH THIS SUMMER WHICH I KNO WILL DO GREAT THINGS IN THIS WORLD ..I CUD EVEN SAY DAT THE PERSON WHO BECAME MY ARTERY HAS TAUGHT ME MANY THINGS FOR THE SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME OF KNOWING EACH OTHER NEVER REGRESS ALWAYS GROW SOME OF THE WISET WORDS...WORKIN WIT MY BIG SISTER DIZ SUMMA WAS SUCH AN EXPERIENCE THAT I WUD NEVER TRADE UP FOR THE WORLD....


LIFE IS PAINFULLY BEAUTIFUL AND RITE NOW LIFE IS JUST AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL LIVING MY LYFE LIKE ITS GOLDEN YA DIG ..I LOVE MY LA FAMILIA